Chelsea in Wonderland

As I was rudely awakened this morning by the bright sunshine streaming through my window at 7:40 AM, it is a surprise to me that I am still awake and functioning (sort of.) My brain is slowly shutting down after I’ve just spent the last four hours or so working on my stupid generic bulletin I needed to create for my religion class. It actually is a pretty cool project, and I would much prefer it over a paper, but it is time consuming nonetheless. And speaking of time consuming, I am currently multitasking and also reading a guide to being more productive. It’s ironic that I found the article using StumbleUpon, a website created entirely around wasting time — (but finding the most interesting things while doing so.)

Although I was unable to go home this weekend, I did get some things done that I would not have been able to otherwise. I’ve realized that I have had much difficulty in setting my mind to things lately. Or rather, I have no trouble setting my mind to it, I’ve got the mental component down pat, it’s the following through lately that has really failed me. What’s even worse is that each time I stray from the path that I want to take, I recognize that I am and become upset by it, but continue to do it anyway. So fine, maybe there is a brain glitch in there somewhere. It doesn’t surprise me much, my head has been all over the place.

But anywho, it feels like someone glued dumbbells to my eyelids, they are incredibly heavy. I bet I jinxed it when i said I’ve been up since 7:40 and I’m not tired yet. Damnit. I’ll update again sometime on my progress of my inability to channel my mental decisions to the physical realm.

Until then, xo.