Chelsea in Wonderland

I miss right now. I miss summer, I miss Worcester, I miss my friends, always, I miss my mom. I miss being able to go to school and enjoying it. I miss the feeling that I don’t really have a reason to be sad, that it’s just in my head and that tomorrow will indefinitely be better. I miss having to complain about fieldhockey, but loving the feeling of being a part of the team. I miss my theater class. I miss everything.

I’ve been sad lately, I’m not really sure why. I mean I know I have plenty of reasons to be sad, I’m just not sure why it’s been coming up randomly. Yesterday I watched Enchanted. I absolutely love that movie. It may be a kid movie, but it lightens my heart. Amy Adams is so endearing in it, and whenever I watch it I feel like maybe somewhere, somehow, magic still does exist, fairytales exist. It’s a silly thought, I know. But if it keeps me hopeful, then it can’t be that silly, right? Right.

I’m terribly sick today, I stayed home from school again. I’m beginning to dislike myself for how often I’ve stayed home I think. But anywho, I think I’m going to try to clean my room. I hate a messy room, but a clean room always puts me in a good mood.  I’ll be on here again sometime.

Until then, xo.