Chelsea in Wonderland


Love has no limits
July 23, 2008, 9:45 pm
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Honestly I don’t know if this would be considered a miracle but I’m sure that it’s up around that category.

Originally, Heather’s mom was sent this video in an email. Heather saw it while she was coming out of the shower and proceeded to show me the next day. It’s probably the most heart warming thing I have seen in my life .. or atleast in a very long time. You know, it’s things like this that keep me optimistic these days.

In less touching news, I went to the Solomon Pond Mall with Heather the other day and I found this gorgeous pair of BCBG heels in Macy’s. I’m not much of a pumps kind of gal (I don’t see it to be fit with my height). the shoes. They don’t seem as amazing in the picture but believe me, they are. But sheesh, all these designer clothes need to stop catching my eye. It’s simply not healthy ;) I’ve been in a really shopping, artsy, creative mood lately. I need to find something to do or this burst of potential will go to total waste. I think i’ll go check out Forever 21.com. I was in there trying on a few things when I went to the mall with Heather and I feel inspired, ha.

I’m home now, so I’m sure I’ll be posting more often. (:



“American Teen”
July 20, 2008, 4:16 pm
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AMERICAN TEEN TRAILER

I really want to see this. I remember seeing a preview for it a while ago and I totally forgot about it until I saw it featured on Myspace. I think it looks really interesting. It reminds me of The Breakfast Club (one of my favorite movies btw.) & Yeah .. I want to see it haha. Maybe they’d have it on watch-movies.net? Eh probably not though, that seems to be more the place for mainstream stuff. But i’ll find it haha. I’m going to see it.

Today I’m supposed to be going to see The Dark Knight with Heather and Matt. I hear there’s a big tribute to Heath Ledger. I really can’t believe it still, that he’s dead. He was so goodlooking. There’s this bumpersticker on Facebook that has a picture of his face and it’s like:
“BRB.
JK. LOL. “

Terrible right? haha I’m laughing but it’s really bad talking the deceased, which i’ve always been taught is wrong :/ SO shame on me I guess. .. Whatever :P. There’s this other bumpersticker on Facebook that’s called BLASPHEMY. Actually, I’ll see if I can find it, and I’ll post it on here. It’s so bad ha.

Wow.

..Ya, ha. According to dictionary.com, blasphemy is “irreverent behavior toward anything held sacred, priceless, etc.” Those guys must feel like such jerks, haha. I know I would.

But! I have to shower if I want to be decent looking in time to go to the movies. Adios (:



My computer’s back!
July 18, 2008, 5:03 pm
Filed under: Life

Well, this one was never down but I got my computer in my room back up and working, with internet and what not so I’m pretty pumped about that. :) But anyway, since I have that working in there my mom said she doesn’t want me on this, this family computer as much any more. It’s understandable, so I was just going through my files and things I have on here that I need to deal with whether it be deleting or transferring it to my other computer. I already dealt with my pictures and music on here so I was moving on to my documents, which I figured wouldn’t be of much interest because I never really save anything typed unless it’s a paper for school or something, which most of them were. But as I was deleting all these things I came upon something that I had written a while back, which I had totally forgotten about.

3.05.08.

 

There could, will, and wont be an infinity of things to write here. There’s no real beginning or ending, I don’t think there ever meant to be, and with that in mind I’m just going to write things as they come and go. It’s almost a promise that all of this will be completely abstract in the most cliche sense that there is. Many times my words seem to get ahead of my thoughts and vice versa but there’s not really any controlling that. So here goes.

In all honesty, I have no idea what this is going to amount to. It’s impossible to determine where it will bring me. I have no limitations as to where I let my mind wander. What ever put us on this planet, what ever this life is, if it’s life at all, gave each and every individual a brain with the ability to think. I see no reason behind limiting your mind to only pondering what it is you’re taught. Being taught things are almost a way to forget what it is your taught. You are told one thing, and it is by human nature to wonder the other side of things.[ Though of course there will always be more than two sides to something. ] Nothing is learned unless you realize that there is always an alternative. In my opinion, it’s up to a person to choose what they want to believe in life, but they should never completely rule out other things. What IS truth? Is there anyone to really say? One can really only prove their own experience. I am not one to say that people should throw away all they’ve based their lives around and spend eternity searching for answers, because they will never be found. But think about it. What is knowledge. Something that you were told or taught, or something that you know. There is nothing true in truth, nothing solid. Truth differs with each individual.

 

 

I remember having this idea to try and just write down everything that came to my mind because sometimes it got over crowded in there. I figured you know when I was feeling confused about something I could refer back to that, or add to it, or whatever, it was just my random thoughts you know? It seems I was off to a good start. I must have just forgotten about it, because that was the only thing in there that was anything like that. It’s really interesting, the things you find when you take the time to look.



MAGGOTS ARE DISGUSTING.
July 17, 2008, 6:37 pm
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So lately there have been an unusual increase in fly activity around the house. Its understandble that there would be flies naturally, I mean with it being summer and what not. But there really have been quite a few. Well as I was sitting here on the computer, looking up information on a concert in September I’d like to to go to, my mom comes rushing in and screaming like she just saw something absolutely horrific. Being the curious person I am, I had to go see what it was that was so upsetting to her. I step onto my back porch to find two yellow trash bags sitting there. Nothing out of the ordinary right? Wrong. I look closer and find hundreds of white little maggots squirming around in piles, basking in their own filth. It was disturbing to say the least. So I pulled out the first cleaning solution I could find under the kitchen sink and started spraying them anywhere that I could reach without having to actually touch them myself to move things around. Then my mom came out with ant and roach killer and i sprayed them with that too, along with some tile and bathroom cleaner. I was out there for a good fifteen minutes trying to squash every little hint of life I noticed in them.

*the maggots(though believe me it was much worse,) and the handy dandy carpet cleaner, bathroom cleaner, and pest spray

I’m creeped out to go back there now. :\

But other than that, I’d just like to share this little story concerning the wonderful effects of too much plastic surgery. When I signed onto AIM there’s this internet explorer window that pops up and it has all these different new stories and horoscopes and celebrity gossip and whatnot, and one of the featured stories was about stars back in the day, and what they are now. I’ve always found that interesting, so I clicked on it and was going through. Some of the people were long and forgotten from their 15 minutes of fame, some are still in the spotlight, many appear to have aged well what with the modern ways of keeping up with cosmetics and physical fitness, and la dee da dee da. Then, I came upon this:

WHAT!? I mean, she was gorgeous! Now, well she almost resembles Anna Nicole Smith’s corpse if they threw it in a tanning bed for an hour. Maybe i’m being a little harsh, but I’m sure had she let herself naturally age, she wouldn’t look half as bad as she does there. I’m truly shocked. And to think that seeing the effects it had on her didn’t make her stop at some point is even more shocking. If anything, she’s scared me out of a face lift.



This would be the 2nd post of the day, yes.
July 16, 2008, 1:22 am
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Well I’d keep myself occupied with other things but I just so happen to be home and feeling a bit under the weather and quite frankly don’t have much else to do. I had a good 4-5 hour nap today and was pleasantly awakened by the sound of my brother slamming on the drums in the room next to me.  I’ve felt really terrible the past twelve hours. However, the silver lining on this cloud is that mom’s been waiting on me head and foot ;D

Buuut! I’ve come on here with another music update in mind. Jem Cooke does this amazing version of Naive by the Kooks (which is good by itself) and beside that she’s really talented. I couldn’t seem to find her on project playlist though, which was a bit of a bummer. She’s totally worth checking out though.

She reminds me of Twiggy or Edie Sedgwick here.

She reminds me of Twiggy or Edie Sedgwick here.

Also I’ve developed an addiction to Tetris. Alright perhaps that’s an exaggeration. But I downloaded it on my phone ( originally looking for ZUMA, but it wasn’t available >_< )and I can’t stop. I wasn’t that great when I started but I’ve gotten pretty good. :)

Well that seems to be all for now, knowing me I’ll be back on here in another hour or so.



Google is a wonderful thing my friend.
July 15, 2008, 3:06 pm
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You’d be amazed by the things you can find on there. I mean sure, there are always the occasions in which you can’t find what you need to. It’s really frustrating because you’re just like wow, I thought it was impossible for google not to be able to find this, but look hard enough and you’ll probably come across it at some point or another.

Heather and I, we always use google along with our train of thought. For example, we’ll be having some sort of conversation about the ocean and she’ll be like “hey! lets go google facts about it” or something, (it sounds kind of weird, yeah) so we’ll be looking up strange inquiries and see something about sea creatures, and look up things about that. Then we may get onto the topic of monsters or old sea stories or Nessie ;) and just be googling all of it. I mean yeah, you can’t believe everything you read but you sure do learn alot on there, and it keeps the conversation going and keeps your mind open so there can’t be much wrong with that right? Google has numerous uses, why not explore them? And on that note, let me just add how much I love Gmail and google docs. They’re great for school, and I love how organized it all is. But let me stop rambling on about this, I sound ridiculous.

So I’ve been listening to Save Your Best by Steve Reynolds lately, it has a really light, refreshing sound I think. I looked everywhere for lyrics for the song but I can’t find them anywhere. One single song seems to be coming up over and over again, “Satellite”. I got the song free off of iTunes, along with You Are Goodbye by Holly Conlan but Steve Reynolds has really grown on me. iTunes is really great for finding new music. I’ve found so many awesome songs and artists on there before they get big. It feels like my little secret for finding good music ha. I don’t always find something I like but I have mant different times.

But that’s really all for now, I have to jump in the shower, it’s eleven a.m. and I’ve been lying around. Toodles.



Basically,
July 14, 2008, 8:09 pm
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I realized I just always have two cents to give, whether it be my opinion on the government, my complaints about the environment, or a simple remark about the world around me.

I had a livejournal but that seemed to be too much of a write when-i’m-emotional-or-post-a-wish-list kinda place.  So when I was snoopin’ myspace I came across someone who had one of these and it interested me. I liked the feel of it, so I decided I’d make one for my non-mushy-or-wishlist kinda thoughts.

I really see myself to be writing alot in the future, whenever I feel the need to rant and there’s no ear the listen. Which by the way, is often. And I know this must all sound very negative but I promise it won’t be. I’m trying to be more optimistic these days anyway.